I’ve decided to start blogging. I haven’t started one before because I worry that it will be one more thing that I will be behind in doing. I also worry that I am not writing enough about my life and my family, which are very important to me.
Last fall, one of my college professors told me I should start a blog on all the things that I worry about. I replied, “I worry about what people will think of me!”
In the last six months I have had some devastating moments where I thought I had disappointed people that I care very much about. I have tried to fix it but still feel like I will never be good enough. I’m starting this blog to help me get over worrying about what people think of me and to remember the good things that I have in life. I have many amazing things in life that are such a blessing. I have a wonderful husband and amazing children. I must’ve done something good in my life somewhere to be blessed with such a wonderful family.
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My dear Monica, You reallly have been blessed, but thats only because you do the right things that are required of you to recieve those blessings. You have never been a diappointment and you never will. You are one of the greatest people that I have ever known. I remember when you were younger, you felt that you didn’t have any talents, but I knew better, and now look at you. Look at what you have accomplised! Always know that you are loved very deeply. The best is yet to come.
Thanks Mom for letting me try so many different things when I was younger to try to find my talents.